Run away from reality???

i am sad..i am frustated with wat going on in my life rite now..at this very moment..i really hope that i could run away from all this..from wat ever happened for the past few days..i just wish that i never say yes wen u asked me out that day..just wish that wat ever happen now is just a nightmare..i cant sleep..i cant eat..i cant stop myself from putting on fake smile..i am deeply hurt..if and only if u could feel what i feel rite now.. i want to run away!!!!