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hye..its been a while..n it seems like now i can only post once a months..so for the time being..i'm doing nothing then helping mum to look after the kids..being my mums driver..drove her to shopping complex mostly..n i'm IN LUV!!!!!!!!!!with whom??hmm.. with MUHAMMAD AHSAN QURESHI..a pakistani..caught my attention after almost 6 years of freindship..who can guess that ur luv 1 is just in front of u kan????he is nice..handsome??not sure...strict..n i cal him..my dear HONEY 'DIET HITLER' BUNNY..hehehehe..y?coz he put me on a strict diet...its gud for me though..he tot tht he's doing it 4 me..n as 4 me..i go on diet just 4 his sake...its strange to think that u r willing to do anything 4 ur luv 1 even if the thing u r doing is the thing u hate the most..enough 4 now..mums calling..need to go..bubye...


p/s:- honey..know this..i luv u now n 4eva..i'll b with u no matter wat..coz u r the only 1 who c me wen i'm invisible to the others...:)

i turn to u

When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way.
And when I'm scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.

And when I'm down you're there; pushing me to the top.
You're always there; giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

When I lose my will to win,
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing; 'cause your love inspires me.

And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith that gets me through the night.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true...

For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you...

this song is dedicated to my hubby..thanx 4 being there..i luv u..

coz i luv u...n only God knows y..

should there b another guy

i will only want u

should there b another love

i will only want urs

should there b any pain

i will only wish i wasnt urs..

n even if its urs..

i will only wish the pain come to me

coz i can never live

without seeing u happy..

i can never b content

till i see u laugh

becoz the contentment i seek

lies within u..

n if i have to live without u..

its just the same as not been living at all..

coz honey i luv u..so much..

that only God knows y...

**this is dedicated to u my honey bunny..n i'm sorry for the hurt n pain i coz u all this while..may u find what u r looking 4..either with or without me..

annie

eddie in memory

hye..now eddie pon da xde..missing for nearly 1 months already..dying to know how was he but then i have to admit that he'll not be coming back..eddie..my sunshine...

boys & thier ego

boys!!! okay..here we are again..aha..question alert!!!!!why are boys difficult to understand??what are they really want in their life??really guys..do u all boys think that u are matured enough when we girls see u are not???n y do u guys, have to hurt our feeling n proudly say that u are not n its just our gurls un matureness makes us feel that way??????please guys!!!do realize u are not as what u think u are..y dont u just accept who u are n who we are as we gurls accepts u guys!!!!P/s:yes guys..i do have a brother which is a boy!!a father which once is a boy n now is a man..i have relatives n they are boys..but still yet..i do hate boys coz u guys are irritating!!!!and indeed yes!!! boys ARE stupids!!!!some guys and men too..so i wanna THROW ROCKS at them..along with Whatever i have in my hand too!!!!!<---n y does i post this back again???think!!!the answer is with u!!!!

busan..

bosan???

mmg pon xtau nak wat pe...burink ade keje tp nape still rase busan..i need my life back..my real life..this is just not me..i'm not happy n i'm sick of this....

aku???a gurl? a fren?who am i?

some say theres nothing wrong if u have a gurl n a gurlfren at the same time..and as 4 me..it is totally definitely wrong coz u can never have a gurl n a gurlfren at the same sime..they will each other but sure u can have a fren and a gurl at the same time...so will u please change my status from ur so called gurl fren into a fren..or else..i think..we r done.. n i've had enough!!thank u very much...


p/s:- the pain of losing ur love 1 is 1 big gigantic mess n it is hurt..so stop pretending...

work that never ends...

hye..now working kat tempat baru..agak ssh nak adapt ngan keadaan kat cni coz mostly yang work here is chinese n all the malays yang work here pon da seems almost chinese da...but still trying really hard to get along..i wont give up that easy its just my second week here..things will be better sumday i hope..n i'll work to it..but still if keje yang ade kene ngene ngan tender than life xde la best sgt sbb xde nak relex2..besides..i think i miss my former bos..former office mate..former office..hmm dulu ade bilik sendiri skunk ni bilik xde meja kat common hall yang mem bezakan cume de department tu je la....anyhow..i'll try my best!!!!hehehehehehe....till then..daaaaa!!!!!!!



p/s: theres so many way to achieve your goal..i'll find mine..n i think i've found one...have u?????

update2!!!!!

skunk da ade baby baru..EDDIE..cumel n nakal sgt..mase memule amik mcm ssh gak nak train die dgr cakap..but now getting better..tp masalah baru..he got flea n fungus..da g klinik n dapat la ubat cam smarties..tp masalah baru adalah nak begusti ngan die nak bagi makan ubat mak aiii gile sekse...sejam baru setel..ape la EDDIE..

choki...

choki da xde..die da mati..aku sedey gle nih...camne nak tenangkan atie yea...

resolution...

knowing yourself is unlike the others gives u an opportunity to prove urself..to let all know that u exist is one hell tough job..to let others value us..respect us is to let we ourselves respect and value our ownselves..huh...the task of living and hold the responsibility as the chaliph is sumtimes quite challenging..but i know..along the way we'll find the right path and victory will wait for us at the end of our journey....