New Life New Year

holla..its been a new year..n i'm leaving on new life..well..as i told u..i'm single now..leaving mylife without him is not quite the same..its been hard..its been stressful..n its driving me out crazy...but i manage to overcome..the feeling i have for him..the hate i keep inside..i never tot that i could be so stupid in believing in him..but that the fact..i trust him coz i luv him..i respect him coz i adore him...i honour him coz i tot he's the one..but obviously now he is not..n naw..i'm a student at uitm shah alam kampus..leaving my day as busy as i could..coz thats all i can do to move foward n leave the rest behind..

p:s//nobody can change u accept the me in u....

me myself n i without him

we broke up..nothing left.....

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hye..its been a while..n it seems like now i can only post once a months..so for the time being..i'm doing nothing then helping mum to look after the kids..being my mums driver..drove her to shopping complex mostly..n i'm IN LUV!!!!!!!!!!with whom??hmm.. with MUHAMMAD AHSAN QURESHI..a pakistani..caught my attention after almost 6 years of freindship..who can guess that ur luv 1 is just in front of u kan????he is nice..handsome??not sure...strict..n i cal him..my dear HONEY 'DIET HITLER' BUNNY..hehehehe..y?coz he put me on a strict diet...its gud for me though..he tot tht he's doing it 4 me..n as 4 me..i go on diet just 4 his sake...its strange to think that u r willing to do anything 4 ur luv 1 even if the thing u r doing is the thing u hate the most..enough 4 now..mums calling..need to go..bubye...


p/s:- honey..know this..i luv u now n 4eva..i'll b with u no matter wat..coz u r the only 1 who c me wen i'm invisible to the others...:)